a song i really like now....^_^

nickleback - Gotta be Somebody


This time,
I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know their not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

reunion dinner....

well, this year is a bit emotional lo..bro finally come home for reunion dinner..after 3 years lo...we only know what happen this morning when he send a sms inform he is coming back and need to use my car in the evening lo..i think..daddy just get too emotional on seeing him back after so long time..i think we all does lo..is really been a while that we all can sit down and enjoy our dinenr together...haha...



so we are having steamboat again this year..it is seem like the easiest meal to prepare de lo...anyway..just way too many things to eat lo...bro bought some sushi from jusco also..so we are like...aiya..full la..haha...

daddy slacking infront of tv..haha...

this is one of the cutest fish we found inside the steamboat pack lo..haha...me and sis just cant stop taking pics of it lo...

hopefully will be a good year for all of us...relationship...work...everything will be better la...hope mine too^_^

back lo...first up...KLpac open day...

ok la..i think i also too harsh on myself or on anything la..i just...need to get myself up and well...just be myself...so i wana do something i always wana do..enjoy arts..haha..

so i jump on the chance to go KLPac..which stand for KL Performing Arts Centre...i always wonder what is inside the YTL guard house, it seem like a posh neighbourhood lo...i just very suprise to find that KLPac is there...i think i just ignorant sometime la..as usual lol...Anyway..is really a nice place to be lo...i think is not for the time clash..there is more to seen inside lo...

the main building of KLPac..the first time i saw it..i was like..WOW.u know la..Sentul is mostly associated with all kind of bad news lo...this is definately a breath of fresh air lo...

The park is really nice to take pics...especially wedding pics lo..just wonder it open to public..haha..

Some coffin...haha...

Well, it attract everything and everyone...thank god they never interview me...haha...


Some clothes hanging there..apparently...u can take it down and dress it up...haha...y we never think of that before..haha...

Now, i know about this lion dance troupe from last year on an article post on The Star during CNY, i think that this bunch of guys are more passionate than chinese counterpart lo.well, maybe is cos they nid to work extra hard to become what they are today?well, who say indian people mostly bad people de...only those UMNO people lo..haha...

i like dis guy...he just so enjoy doing the thing he know best..hit it hard....haha....

Even part time paparazzi work overttime to get a glimpse...haha...

Well, if i wana guess..i bet i seen them somewhere before...maybe from hindraf rally?haha..

well i think among all the people..dis 2 girls enjoy singing the most..haha...so happy...

me and angel agree on dis will be malaysia next best thing...at least she have looks..right?haha...

Now i think dis is the most awesome performance lo..this is what they call experiment arts...forget about the name and i mis place my pamphlet lo..well..is really a great show....the expression on his face....is just.....

face with a stone reaction..haha...i wonder how he train for dis...

he is just funny...and beautiful....

everyone like him...haha....

angel got a bit weird?haha...weather la..i think....wait for her turn....

the chair is very comfortable than what it seem..haha....


playing indie song...as what they call it..haha...


Star attraction lo...i dunno y lo..suddenly all people into him...well, future Mawi in the making?haha..
ya..i am new in town also.....



Well, wish i can be a bird this year..and fly here and there....


Well, i think this net will fit both of us...next time we will try that lo..haha...

Really awesome day la...i wonder why people say art is bored...even people who like photography say is bored...i wonder....hope is not the last time i will visit KLPac....will sure go there again...^_^

erm...closing down liao

well..i think is time liao..keeping this blog actually mean i keeping most of the emotional baggage with me...i promise to myself that i nid a makeover...change to be better..and more...acceptable to people..or rather by people...the way it goes...12 days into 2009...i still doing the same thing...

i think i nid a change...i nid to take up something..and i nid to be more enjoyable when i write blog...

nevertheless, is a great experience..thanks for people that view my blogs...and comment on it..i learn alot..actually...but i think i just start my long journey....

well...till next time...bye for now

slacking at home....

well, suppose to have work out and met up but come down very hard on flu..it just aggravated by burning of factory just across the road behind my office...i just hate dust....most people that in the mamak say maybe they just started their own fire so that it can claim the insurance...i guess.....in times of economy getting from bad to wrost, what u do will almost attract negative preceptions...

work still never ending...and it got heavier...some stupid virus infected all the PC in office and in customer sites...and the info we found out is this kind of virus was planted and waiting for its time to wake up...and have specific date also....2008 around october..it will spread...infect all other PC which did not have proper updated antivirus...and not just any antivirus..have to be specific one also....damn lo..some people just have lots of times doing stupid stuff de lo...have no idea where to start and where to end..it just will crash the OS and make you formatted PC...sien lol...just when i thought that i can clear most of my works...this shit happens...

have nothing to do at home...so just watch the Dark knight i downloaded yesterday...well..till end of the movie is a bit weird..overall is ok la...at least know something about some characters..just dun really like the Joker...had nightmare...(or is it call afternoonmare?) think that is y i dun watch ghost story lo...i can be too imaginary sometime...just one of my weakness....

time to slack again...hopefully i get well soon before this weekend...i cannot fall sick dis weekend.....>.<

not a good monday bah...

sleep at 11pm yesterday, think my sleeping time is really getting more weird la..think i should have a alarm on my sleeping time also..cant imagine i sleep at 11pm then wake up on 6am in the morning everyday..it wont make me more awake, it just making me more tired..

develop flu again...really sensitive against dust..just clean up my room and then i having flu again..cant sleep very well..primary sense something in my dream..usually i dream on someone the same person will left a sms in my phone when i wake up..erm..so is true lo..anyway, is a weird yet sweet dream...angel give me a present in the dream..somehow i can read the wording on it..is very very weird...well, most of my dream wont be true also, cos u just cannot expect pikachu is real and he can chase me and give me thunder bolt lo....but usually real life situation will become true...people i met after that..places that i go..i see them in dream..i been there before...

well, just maybe i think too much also la...they say u miss someone u will always have her occupy ur mind..now i know that is true....

well, monday and it is 7am liao..have to go work.....hope this week pack with activities..and i still try to learn how to keep my emotional in check...

random weekend again...

do much over weekend again...not much actually...the car service had been delay by a day..primary cos a fren ask me to hang out..so we just go to curve and damansara ot catch on with something la...have chicken rice in jalan gasing...is like one of those things again..i live in pj old town for almost 7-8 yrs lo....i never go there eat before...maybe primary cos grandmum do all the cooking gua...think daddy and sister might eat before lo..since so famous...still cant imagine the scene when daddy teach the student there...and jie being big sister there...catholic high sch seem very fun to study in...but then..that is last time la.....now is like...haiz....

well...have some usual moody day again..i really need to not think that much and get myself over with lo..i just dun understand why i can think so much on things that wasn't there...or still not happens yet..is not like i am alone in the world..maybe people just happens to be not there la..i hate myself sometime lo..i am ok with everything i am..just i think i too emotional sometime....really nid to cure it..it make me low in confidence sometime la....well, a good sleep and some wake up call by yan mei did make me come to senses lo...is not end of the world la...right?

sunday start with visit finally to the car workshop...got a shock...both my front rim bended..is extremly serious case of inviting accident..i was like..OMG...what the hell...no wonder since sometime ago i feel my car a bit shaky...but i never know before i go change my tyre and do balancing..the first thing that come in my mind is i put blame on yenney...but i think, since is my car, people just dun care...she never offer something also when she smash the divider last time..i guess...some people just think they should deserve anything since they are ur gf..or rather ex-gf...anyw, it cost me RM560 to fix it all...with new tyre...used rim and oil change...it is RM200 more than my estimation...haiz...next time ask daddy bring the car go lo..they charge me RM5 more for each service i ask lo...aiya...maybe they never see me before la..haha...
well, finally have my hair cut liao...cut spike this time...hopefully make me look better bah...at least i think i look great in spike lo..haha....

clean my room...found some letters which yenney write to me last time when we were couple..well, i thought that i clear out all her stuff liao..case close now liao..the letters is touching, but then is all over also liao lo..all now is in the bagage that will send to her when she come for convocation...have a flu after that again...really bad la...everytime clean my room will be like that de...also find out i swipe over RM800 for house expenses last month..very cham la...but then, is pay back time la...since i never been a good son..now is my chance...haha...

well..is an interesting week...

well, i should write this one with reverse days...seem more fresh into my mind..haha....

today is heart warming and happy..although i fall sick jor...i really happy...haha..saw the nice rainbow..is like...straight from 海角七号..pity that i dun have camera phone...miss the part...the first thing i think of is sms to angel ask her to see it...but her angle seem cannot see it...still is very happy lo..i laughing all the way till go home..haha...

yesterday is a bit sien....primary cos AIA stuff...this is really high priority things..since installation 6 months ago the problem never solved...is one after another lo..haiz...main things is that people just wan high quality stuff but dun wana pay high price for it lol... so we end up doing stupid things..now FOC them 4 PCs also..haiz...and i still think our management have problem la...primary cos u cant ask a noob to do job that they dunno lo...is like..me and my supervisor cant figure out how to talk with them...so he decided that bring me down there and settle it once and for all....we bring alot of spare parts..just in case...turns out..it is the hardware drivers that was unstable...haiz...thankfully we did not dismantled something lo..that will make our nite long long de...10pm...long time since i go out work lo...usually for demo only i will be there..AIA building is nice lo...very hip...and seem happy..haha...well..glad that things is settle liao....hopefully before they plan to do harderning..and install antivirus....that will have some effect.....

sunday i go gym again..i think i getting more blur and embarrassing liao...dis time is water bottle...i drink the water...left with the cap on my finger..i dunno why i dun feel the weight that was not there....and i only realise it when i in the lift....haiz...is like..aiyo...i rush to the gym and get it...thankfully no one wants a bottle without a cap on it..haha.....

saturday is quite fun..and happy...finally i go buy CNY dress...not have much time around...so we have quick breakfast...then off to go around lol....basically..just 2 dress....she pick one..that i also think is nice..then i pick one that i think is nice.....i think i should buy more jeans lo..i actually look more nice on them...haha.....

well...hope dis year will be good for me...nice start...hope end will be nice also....

long delay post on taman pertanian

well, is the first outing of the year for us...the monkeys and flowers...haha...well, i playing the lamp post role for the first time in my life..haha...is nice la...since ASM and GMK seem to playing the role of kor and mei very nicely..haha...if not they are 12 years apart..i think they will make a lovely couple..haha....anyway..they act like one also....

blur kor and mei...

the charming couple.....

hard long road..haha....







overall is a nice trip lo...have a look at skytrex and paintball...think wana gather people around for paintball session lo..is so nice and so fun to shoot at people that u dont like de lo..haha...stategy at real time...?hopefully we get to play la...and i still get some people say 'McNuggets ah...y u eat so little...u r the only guy i know eat so little....u keep fit a.....'erm..ok la..i dun like McD's burger la...unless is prosperity burger lo...haha....and i wana let u know that i am full when eat McNuggets la..is a set lo..is not only that..haha...

is new year liao

erm..first day of new year...the year start with some emo moment that i somehow made it up on myself..i just think too much on things that are not true..really need to control that...somehow..i found that i spend too much time lately in gym liao...haha...hurt my hand playing too much basketball....

well, try to find the soundtrack from Cape no 7 and Atari Kosuke..my mummy also love his voice..is like so pure and calm...shock to find out he is same age as me..really have good feeling lo...i read some comments on youtube that some people just cry when hear his voice..i think..the best way to listen to his music is u sit on the beach..close your eyes..and listen to it..it really will calm u and whatever sorrow u had inside u..will gone...my mum will love dis movie lo..haha..think everyone have different opinon bah...shock to know GMK like it also..he is like..never have a relationshi before..yet find it to be nice...i guess...everyone just have some feelings deep inside bah...

erm..first time i park in The Gardens...my sis comments that we are in recession, but somehow i dun feel it..cos in shopping complex still have many people...car park are full...clothes boutique are swarm with people..the gym session is nice..i see myself maintain at 75kg..which is 5 kg less than last month..haha..hope can cut it further la...

erm..well, just think wana change my image..cut my hair..and all..since is new year and i promise myself i wana a new me..wan people feel happi around me..so i did ask a person i very comfortable with to have some comments on my dress sense...or rather consultant la..if can call that..haha...really cheer up that i manage to get her out of the house..maybe..just a guy thing?..i think is more than that bah...^_^

well, think i become more blur as time goes by...i tot gym session with sharpen me up..as it turn out...i pay the cashier the exact payment of parking fees but still expect she pay me small changes...that is quite embarrassing....i just wana speed off the parking area after that...is...haiz...have a great new year day...maybe is a good sign?hopefully dis year will become my year...

happy new year...

well..i should have wrote dis yesterday...today is like a new year..suppose to be having some other feelings bah..but then..is time to close the chapter liao...

relationship wise..i finally have a closure on one of it...which is a good things.....think i carry the emotional bagage long enough...it is always not good to me..and towards people that care about me...

have a really bad emotional breakdown sometime around november...primary because that i was misunderstood...bah...but i think is my own making de lo...well..lesson learned...i will move on bah...

learned to watch movie alone dis year...not a very nice feelings as the first movie i watched ended in getting a refund from the cinema..haha...then i told my fren maybe is that someone send a signal to say i should watch it with other people...then next movie i watched after that is no country for old man...which is kind of weird also..haha...maybe is also cos i watched alone....anyway..i glad that angel ask me to see cape no 7 with her..but then..also might be also the reason i cry when watching that also..when watching a touching movie with someone that u have feelings with..is just not same as u watch alone...

well, learn to work more efficient....have better relationship with people in my department...

been to 2 wedding dis year.....still cant believe i go to wedding reception....think my family is like..super dun like dis kind of things..and i still get on a plane to my fren wedding in sarawak..well, i know her for 3 months and i go to her wedding..kind of weird lo...but then, frens come from anywhere bah, well, glad to have facebook around bah..haha...

in happier note..i did found 2 very important people in my life this year..my mei that is always there for me..and an angel that i always cant take my mind off her...at least now my life have some sense of belonging...

really have to try not to over think something..work for something...try my best on everything..if in the end....i meant to be spend the time myself..let it be..at least i try my best...and i now know why i was touch by Cape no 7..after 3rd time i watch...we always try to afraid to face out true feeling..always think of something else..the future..while all the things is happening now..that is why many people did not find their true love or rather not together with their true love....cos they did not wan to face it....the notion of if u love someone u have to learn to let it go actually is lame excuse to clam urself..in your heart..u will know u will still love her..and there wont be anyone that come along that can replaced it..will angel think the same?

last note..happy new year to all....