Saturday, September 20, 2008

Of Zaid Ibrahim....real life experience and a desperate girl...

so..all the hype on regime change is all just a thought only..it never happen on 16th and i really doubt it will happen soon..but then, as my daddy said...life will never be bored in malaysia again..although the price we pay was too high...

the saddest thing happen this week..Zaid Ibrahim force to resign..i never pay much attention to politics before 8 March..eventhough i know more than enough to talk craps to my frens on politics..was like the most knowledgeable technician in my company..haha..anyway..he is the first politician that really have my respect lo..that day after he resign..i search the web for any information on him..the reaction of ppl and the press conference..i remember my sister met up with his PA sometime ago, who told her Zaid wont last till september..that was after first month Zaid appointed the so call law minister..reformist was never welcome in UMNO..unless u are reformist to change malaysis into 'MALAY'sia..that is how they force Onn Bin Jaafar out ..and not forgetting Tunku.. very sien with those guys lo...some ppl from UMNO say Zaid was corrupted and into money politics..common la...who in UMNO is not into money politics?u give out project already is call money politics la...i can live with ppl who take money on the side ways...just dun do it openly like there is no law in the country la....

back to Zaid..listen to his press conference really make me heart broken..his voice is as disppointment as a minister can get...low tone..sad..frustrated..and bit of pissed off..haha..at least he is the one that walk the talk..not like some stupid MCA ppl..useless bastard lo.even ong tee keat is like a toothless tiger lo...if u cannot stand for your principle..u should just close shop and dun become a leader la...

well..now i know what my sister job scope are..helping people..go around police station..fight for women rights...we bring one of her case to Banting to met IO that day...after we sneak to her house...is heart breaking to see she have to leave her children behind...then i have to be alert on her abusive husband..have to drive like van diesel if we see him...haiz..why all guys like that one...if u wana break ppl hearts..y u wana married in the first place?but at leats if fun..and i will appreciate my sister more..she have her reason to do things..and i cannot blame her sometime..

Now..i think there really is different ppl with different priorities out there...but i never thought of some girl really have a habit to nail a guy with whatver means....and why i can so stupid to fall in her trap?mayb i just as desperate as her?to have a close fren that who always around...can chat alot...have nice dinner...and be funny and supportive?really kind of losing my confidence in gaining frenship...why i let my ex-gfs dictate my life?till i now dun even have a close fren at all...is there ever be a person that i can talk to?

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