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lots of things happen over 2 days...think dis week really become very eventful.....works..personal life..family...siblings....make me a bit tired of something...

well, dad finally make a decision to close down the shop..after we spend around 20k on it..i was rather have a sad feelings..dis is the shop that let me..bro...and sis have an education...we been thru alot...from court case when i was 11..till the very end that we have short term victory that was overturn by stupid Gerakan and Umno morons...the big shift to klang...the unsuccessful venture..to the very end that dad decided to close it down...it is a big part of our life...and dad dream to see it thru..but reality is harsh...is not easy to let go of high pay job in sg to chase a dream...but dad decide that was best for family..and i think we owe him a apology..he is doing what he think is the best for the family..even at the end it happens to be false dawn..but we have to respect him..at least he give his best..

sis did not manage to get the scholarship from uk...which is only give to 20 ppl around the world...a bit sad for her..but then her hope is not very high...i think she is the best sis in the world..evethough that we almost have our relationship break up by my ex-gf...our relationship is like..small sis and big bro..she always blur type..and luv cute things..me is like talk straight and break up fights..haha..hapi that our relationship improve with my ex-gf out of the way....

bro finally change gf...haha...now that is fresh lo...he usually dun ditch people de lo...think there was a reason behind it lo...he is a nice guy de lo...if not for some valid reason...haha...anyway..hope for the best for him lol...

work wise...hope can be better...but then we in battle lo..so..for better or worst...hope everything works out..and company restructure plan will get thru..and everyone have a hapi ending lo...

personal things...well, some people warn me not to post something up lo..not to say warn la..just advice..i think is good also la...cos i really usually cannot put words into context..and i was too excited on something that some people will think it was bad..haha..but then also...well...i think i just need to do some self censorship that is all lol...cannot simply like that la..cos everyone will read also de ma..haha...
anyway..downloaded david archuleta's crush on my pc..i think this is what suit my feelings now....i think my happy days will finally come..hopefully this will be the one i needed....

busy week...

well...havent stop working overtime since i back in malaysia...dis is the fourth day i work till 8pm..haha...well, today not seem very tired...chat with mei online and play audition with her....well, relationship start from everywhere...that is faith...today chat alot with mei..well, we get to know each other more..haha..and i learn to be good kor kor..haha...

anyway....ASM's cousin became my understudy dis week...which make me more busy lo..have to find things for him to do..then have to use up many times to teach him things lo...hopefully that he will not lost and gone lo...haha...will have me and GMK effort wasted la..but at least he can be used la..haha...

well...shit does happens la...i think...dis week very bad for all of us..particular with all those stupid sale people lo...do overtime all week long...everyday almost till 8 pm....back home around 9...which is ok with me la..but then..the worst things is sometime need to run around de lol...that really make me tired de lo..haha...well..now that we at war with sales....i think is very critical that everyone on our toes...make sure we not fuck up...so GMK will have easier time fuck them up lo..haha...hopefully la...i cannot tahan what they doing lo..the way they do their job...treat technician and engineer as shit...just hate that lo...u think that u can bring in the sale u can do anything?what u do is suck up our tax money from customer...wipe ur ass...and leave every mess to us....really bad la...then u can come over and tell us what to do our job?wah...what u think u are a?u cant even differentiate some system from others lo..even cable connection...u work in company for 10 yrs..and u du neven know how the LAN cable configuration looks like?go fly kite la...stupid....

haiz...i think work is like that de lol.....