well...no wonder i bad with dis...T_T

just found out that communication is big part of my problem...well...i think i always need some major event to realised something i miss out...be it work...relationship..frens...family...

1.work....should be getting more wise up...to protect myself..and to make work more easier...when people did give u a responsibility..u have to work to earn the reputation lo...i think la...

2.relationship...found out that communication put me down liao..i think is always my problem..really hope to improve it..and treat angel better...people give u her heart is not for u to break it..is for u to take care of it...i have to learn that...and learn it asap....

3.frens...some frenship are worth it..some are not..and draw a necessary line...

4.family...well...i am not the best son parent will like..primary cos i miss out alot from being a responsible son at home...i should take more responsibility now....

well...sometime when u realised you done wrong..it might be too late...for those that can be mend and fix..i really do hope i will do it asap...i think i hurt people enough..and i really think that sometime..sorry seem to come to late....as what one republic said....is too late to apologies...is too late....

chapter 2...

well, ok la..i pick up myself very fast..or should i say i just simply get emotional about something that should not have also...ok la..whatever la..i get on with what i do...

hang out with annie and her fren on friday nite..had a teo chew porridge over at SS14 and hop to sunway pyramid for a drink...well..drink la..i thought is normal beer la...somehow annie order long island with lime..haha...ok la..i think i might need a shoot also lo..since i never really drink before...have 3 glass...haha..think i almost get wasted lo...well...is very relax while hang out with them la..well, i dun think hang out with girls did really made me a playboy as some ppl claim la..since i dun think i really flirt with people lo..well..whatever la...

finally have chance ot hang out with xiao mei mei colleague of mine..well, i wont say outing also la..since i sending her home..still ok la...we both not available so i guess there is nothing to talk on relationship..haha...well, have chat on company politics..which is kind of really mess up liao lo..well, i dunno what is getting into KCL lo..but think since he already put down an ORDER that colleague cannot fall in love with each other..well, i guess he just a bastard la..i cant understand how management wana to get into people personal life..well, i make and effort that i wont hang out with him..at least not alone...cos i will be the first people he will fired if he know me personally..well, should have take pics at mid valley and gardens..but dun have much time since May need to go home

well, play with yan yan mei mei on audition lo..feel bad cos i too tired after few games with her...know she is kind of feeling down..trying to make her happy by pei her play lo..think my body cannot take liao la...i really need some good workout liao..body getting weak....

3.44am.....chapter 1

wake up today at 3.44am...have very rough nite yesterday..really put on the BY2 song all nice lo..have a sweet dream on taking pic on the cloud..haha...dunno why it happen la..have no idea where it was also..well..i soon will know gua..as 70% of my dream will become real, one day later..that is why most people i know looks familiar to me?

will start my chapter 1 as independent people..or should i say do activity by myself....first stop...sunway to take xmas pics...maybe stop at bukit tinggi along the way ba..

think will be great gua..since i also start going to cinema alone..think about it also is not a really big thing la..i cannot survive with people meh..come on la...most photographer also go out alone one la..or some ang mo traveller...is not end of the world to them also what, if they need to do things by themselve..

well, saw the comment left by yan yan mei mei, well, at least one thing did come out very nice this year..cos now i have a mei to be care..haha...

think i go on audition ba..that will make my day..haha....is now raining liao..well, whatever la...