Friday, February 20, 2009

erm....i nid to be stronger lo...

erm..is the second time that this shit happens lo..i think a...since we at war with them, some victim will get caught in the middle...and i seem to be the easiest sparring target..haiz...i think someone just wana show that their so call 'newly promoted position' is a privilege to shot everyone on sight..i heard a romour today that the nicest person in our company have a huge fall out with the 'bitch' (sory for my word) and that he incidentally left for further studies in his 30s is a bit far fetched...hopefully it is just a romour..if not..i think i will be next in line to go...since i cant really work in stress environment..i will shot everyone in sight also..

i think what i really need is the understanding that this is how world function..sometime u met with nice people...sometime u met with morons..and people in position always have the 'privilege' to shot u on slightest mistake u make...or for any other things that u do or don't...which they deem fit...i think i have to learn that i am not report to her...i report to my superior, i just need to let it go sometime...i don't have to proof to other people that i am right, if i know i am..then i am...just sometime i am too upset that i try to find out the cause...so to let myself feel better that it is not my fault and is other people...well...i dont think making noise is what i should do also, since other people will handle it..

well..i really need to learn to be strong..and weather the storm when it comes..nevermind the accusation if i know i am correct..just get on with life...do my job..get my pay..and end of stories...

2 comments:

王妤娴 said...

life is like this ...

there will be people who like us, people who don't like us. People in power will somehow misue the power.

Do you know why?? Because they were scared. Therefore they want to show and tell us "hei!I am in power."

We can't change people attitude. The only way we can deal with this, is to learn how to react in a manner thet consider best for us.

Face it, Deal with it, Let go, move on ----

To be stronger -- as you need to. But then, it is nothing wrong not to be strong sometime :-)

Do what you think best for you --- and you will be there.

SZ -- your sis

enzofei said...

wah...thanks sis...^_^...u really really nice lo...i will deal with it la^_^