well...no wonder i bad with dis...T_T

just found out that communication is big part of my problem...well...i think i always need some major event to realised something i miss out...be it work...relationship..frens...family...

1.work....should be getting more wise up...to protect myself..and to make work more easier...when people did give u a responsibility..u have to work to earn the reputation lo...i think la...

2.relationship...found out that communication put me down liao..i think is always my problem..really hope to improve it..and treat angel better...people give u her heart is not for u to break it..is for u to take care of it...i have to learn that...and learn it asap....

3.frens...some frenship are worth it..some are not..and draw a necessary line...

4.family...well...i am not the best son parent will like..primary cos i miss out alot from being a responsible son at home...i should take more responsibility now....

well...sometime when u realised you done wrong..it might be too late...for those that can be mend and fix..i really do hope i will do it asap...i think i hurt people enough..and i really think that sometime..sorry seem to come to late....as what one republic said....is too late to apologies...is too late....

what u do when u confuse....

well..i not sure what everyone will do..but i think i quite lame when come to dis....

1.Work ur ass off for the day...or run here and there so ur body feel tired....

2.Take the time off and think of it...then take ur mind off it....

3.Act as nothing happened...

well..is not very nice things to do..i guess..bad habit die hard..and i need to get rid of it also.....

erm...what am i doing ah..i am confuse.....@_@

第一次亲密接触。。。

Angel 今天借了我一本书。。叫第一次亲密接触。。。看了前篇，有点感触。。好久没有看华文小说看得那么投入。。。当然，感触是因为它的情节我很可以理解。。。因为我们都是有了internet。。才能有这个缘分在一起。。。。

哭了两次。。。从来没试过看书会看到哭的。。看戏倒是有。。最感动的。。是后面所谓的最后一封信。。

‘如果我还有一天的寿命，那天我要做你的女朋友。
我还有一天的寿命吗？没有。
所以，很可惜，我今生仍然不是你的女友。

如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。
我有翅膀吗？没有。
所以，很遗憾，我从此无法再看到你。

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰。
整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？可以。
所以，是的。我爱你。

真的是很感人。。是有点悲惨的结局， 但是，也让我知道。。。爱一个人， 就一定要对她说，要在一起，不论用多少的时间，要让她知道，你对她的感觉。。。那才不会留下遗憾。。