well...no wonder i bad with dis...T_T

just found out that communication is big part of my problem...well...i think i always need some major event to realised something i miss out...be it work...relationship..frens...family...

1.work....should be getting more wise up...to protect myself..and to make work more easier...when people did give u a responsibility..u have to work to earn the reputation lo...i think la...

2.relationship...found out that communication put me down liao..i think is always my problem..really hope to improve it..and treat angel better...people give u her heart is not for u to break it..is for u to take care of it...i have to learn that...and learn it asap....

3.frens...some frenship are worth it..some are not..and draw a necessary line...

4.family...well...i am not the best son parent will like..primary cos i miss out alot from being a responsible son at home...i should take more responsibility now....

well...sometime when u realised you done wrong..it might be too late...for those that can be mend and fix..i really do hope i will do it asap...i think i hurt people enough..and i really think that sometime..sorry seem to come to late....as what one republic said....is too late to apologies...is too late....

what u do when u confuse....

well..i not sure what everyone will do..but i think i quite lame when come to dis....

1.Work ur ass off for the day...or run here and there so ur body feel tired....

2.Take the time off and think of it...then take ur mind off it....

3.Act as nothing happened...

well..is not very nice things to do..i guess..bad habit die hard..and i need to get rid of it also.....

erm...what am i doing ah..i am confuse.....@_@

第一次亲密接触。。。

Angel 今天借了我一本书。。叫第一次亲密接触。。。看了前篇，有点感触。。好久没有看华文小说看得那么投入。。。当然，感触是因为它的情节我很可以理解。。。因为我们都是有了internet。。才能有这个缘分在一起。。。。

哭了两次。。。从来没试过看书会看到哭的。。看戏倒是有。。最感动的。。是后面所谓的最后一封信。。

‘如果我还有一天的寿命，那天我要做你的女朋友。
我还有一天的寿命吗？没有。
所以，很可惜，我今生仍然不是你的女友。

如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。
我有翅膀吗？没有。
所以，很遗憾，我从此无法再看到你。

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰。
整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？可以。
所以，是的。我爱你。

真的是很感人。。是有点悲惨的结局， 但是，也让我知道。。。爱一个人， 就一定要对她说，要在一起，不论用多少的时间，要让她知道，你对她的感觉。。。那才不会留下遗憾。。

wonder if economy have to do with this...haha..T_T

Well, my blog really gathering dust liao...notice that i only make 3 entries this month, really slacking liao..haha...wana do this few days back..but i think i should watched both to make comparision lo.....

Well, saw Benjamin Button and Slumdog Millionaire, well, i think i still love benjamin button regardless of what Oscar done lo..i think if it pit against other movie or nominated in any other year, it will win Oscar hands down lo..but then...as someone says it..is ecomomy downturn now..everyone need something that make them believe that there is hope for whatever mess we are in...ok..a movie doesn't change much in real live, but people always rooted for underdogs lo..Benjamin is really about life how a person go thru life..and it is really nice to watch..i think is not as sad as some people comment lol...well, it did not have a happy ending, but then, u learn alot about life..and whether life is a beauty or not..i think that is for one to experince lo...well, i know something will last...and i know it cos i found angel^_^

Well, slumdog is a bit predictable la...good guy get his day...get the money and get the girl...well sure it is a feel good movie lo..but i think it might rank with the same experience i had with Forbidden Kingdom..alot of expectation..but the movie come out short....maybe is too much hype given to the movie...the cinama hall is full house...at 9.30pm show..is a bit strange lo..but then, i love how they shot the movie...the song is ok...and the harsh reality of slum in india...which i no doubt is real...kind of make u feel that u are blessed living in malaysia...well, i think what make me feel weird is that i kind of take the comment on a paper that say 'maybe because the ecomomy so bad, people tend ot love is rag to riches movie..a unlikely hero' too seriously that i miss out on the feel good part of movie...well..i will stop reading chinese paper comments on movie liao...haha...^_^

erm....i nid to be stronger lo...

erm..is the second time that this shit happens lo..i think a...since we at war with them, some victim will get caught in the middle...and i seem to be the easiest sparring target..haiz...i think someone just wana show that their so call 'newly promoted position' is a privilege to shot everyone on sight..i heard a romour today that the nicest person in our company have a huge fall out with the 'bitch' (sory for my word) and that he incidentally left for further studies in his 30s is a bit far fetched...hopefully it is just a romour..if not..i think i will be next in line to go...since i cant really work in stress environment..i will shot everyone in sight also..

i think what i really need is the understanding that this is how world function..sometime u met with nice people...sometime u met with morons..and people in position always have the 'privilege' to shot u on slightest mistake u make...or for any other things that u do or don't...which they deem fit...i think i have to learn that i am not report to her...i report to my superior, i just need to let it go sometime...i don't have to proof to other people that i am right, if i know i am..then i am...just sometime i am too upset that i try to find out the cause...so to let myself feel better that it is not my fault and is other people...well...i dont think making noise is what i should do also, since other people will handle it..

well..i really need to learn to be strong..and weather the storm when it comes..nevermind the accusation if i know i am correct..just get on with life...do my job..get my pay..and end of stories...

penang trip...

erm...my blog is really collecting dust liao lo...very bad la...think since many things to do lo..and need to find a feeling before i update it...i cant write a blog without feelings...haha...well...is another long overdue on a trip liao lo....suppose to be a simple trip to met up with elyn since she will be going back to saudi for work..turn out i have to be there and witness something...and know a secret that i must keep before it become real...haha..well..i dun mind keep that also la...

first stop, perangin mall...they still put up those CNY stuff...but is very simple kind of deco lo...

Suppose to be a very nice cafe..but since we are here for penang food...this is a place we wont go lo...at least not on this trip bah.....

Now..dis is what i hate lo...everyone and everywhere have white coffee oe their own....why people just like to imitate de a...haiz......T_T....

ok la...the final choy shan we saw liao lo......^_^

valentine is around the corner...i getting nervous actually...will be the first valentine for me and angel..i wana make sure i make a good impression..the first thing come up on my mind when saw this is her.....^_^

first tourist destination..penang hill..usually i hike there...but since i am somehow a tour guide...i have to take train dis time...

i rarely go up to penang hill at night de...cos last time the hill is so badly manage..there are nothing to see there..i guess LimGE did somehow make it look nicer lo...i guess should give him some credit also la..is not easy to be CM after being in opposition for so long...it turns out that penang hill was very nice..and surprise to see many ppl lining up to get there...we take a nice pic together there lo....

it is the first time i take pic in raw format lo...the colour was so nice...and i like the fact u can control the color and texture of it...just...take too much time to edit...haha.....

bird eye view of kek lok si...very nice lo..courtesy of GMK super long lens la...a bit sad that cant go there take pic at night lo..since we all packed up the time...haha...but still is a nice pic lo....

so i found out later is not easy to be tour guide de lo...haha...and they make me do specific things...hard to please la...these people...haha...and is a last minute arrangement de lo....scrathing my head liao lo...so we decided to go see thaipusam celebration the nest day...go beach...and gurney for dinner lo...haha...i think i need serious practice as tour guide liao....

the sunny day on botanical garden lo...while we slacking...i take time off to sms angel...feel our heart is somehow closer...even we are 360km apart...^_^

A place to keep ur shoe..since thaipusam prayers will requre one to walk a long way..with naked feet.....

a very nice close up on busy bee....someone is still working out there lo...

Well..indian is more vegetarian than any other races la...at least that is what i know off la.....

did surprise me that more chinese pay respect to indian lord in penang than in other place..i wonder how they can stand the pain lol...

fruity time....haha...

next stop...ferringhi beach...the day was sunny and hot...luckily i bring my polarising filter lo...is not the picture will be out of color and weird...haha...

officially..she became our model of the trip...haha...well..is good also la...so me and GMK can practice on our potrait shots....

a good place to laz around lo...we should have eat lunch on dis place lo..is so relaxing le...well..save it for next time lo...kekeke....

final stop...gurney drive...got a cafe doing prayers for CNY...now...only in penang that u can have firecrackers...infront of police..and u wont get summon for it lo..haha...the firecracker was so long...and traffice come to a stand still lo....

got 4 event there.....24 gongs....

lion dance....

dragon dance....

close up on it.....

fireworks.....

pic of our last stop lo...

Well...if u dun wana get 'COOKED' i suggest u dun go into dis restaurant lo...cos most people know how to swim..and that is what they will serve..haha....

is a nice trip la...even we did not go anywhere..is good that we spend time together with frens lo...looking forward to next trip lo...hopefully by then..we all will have partner and hang out together liao...haha..

my kind of CNY....

well, i think that chinese new year this year will be a very memorable one lo..many things that
happens...but one thing that we always do every year...we still go to dongzan temple in jenjarom.
we always go there every year..is like becoming a habit of some sort lo..well, this year i manage to bring angel there also..haha...this year they come out with something else lo....a huge cow........

some miniature temple they put up aorund the temple.........

another temple.......

The whole family outing with pro-camera..seem now everyone is a photographer liao...haha...

I like dis one lo...is cute....haha......but the eye is not same as mine..haha...

This child is placing his wish on a card...which will you can put up on the wishing tree.....

wish cards that me and angel put up.......hopefully our wish will come true also....

Some words of wisdom that can be seen around the temple.....

Now..this is more like my eye lo...when i smile u cant see my eye de...haha....

Mummy and bro seeing something.....

Daddy say is the national flower of Singapore......haha.....

The cow...haha...dunno why they come out with rabbit teeth on a cow..haha...

Well...is very nice outing for 2 days lo....hopefully everything we all wish for this year is going to come true...Ox suppose to be a good year for people who born in year of monkey and dog...hopefully we all have our wish.....